Have you ever walked through a difficult season with the Lord, and finally feel as if you’ve reached the end, only to once again find yourself back in a place of hurting and brokenness? That’s essentially where I’ve been in the past few weeks. It has been a year since I struggled with panic attacks, and once again I have found myself in many moments of anxiety and fear. The Lord has brought me so far out of that brokenness, and I fully believe that I will never return to that dark place again. So, I have been spending a lot of time wrestling with why God hasn’t fully taken away all the fear, and why I just can’t seem to shake it off. And then, in a moment of anger at God for not fully leading me into healing…He told me something. “Healing hurts. It is nasty and hard…