The Application

I did it! I finally submitted this piece of paper that dictates my future. All 1500 words reflecting my passion and zeal of what’s to come All I really want is for some-one to come say “There you have it folks, she’s in!” Seriously, I curiously await a decision from those that do not know…

Valentine’s Day

Today marks a  day for love love without partiality and hypocrisy…. I’ve tasted of this love & I with all of my might – extend this love to you. One thing is surely true, nothing can separate us- our hearts sewn together as one. A great prize, we won each other. It’s a day when…

An Orange Tombstone

Peering into the portals of the past… 9/15/12- “Don’t  forget…” An orange glossed ticket stands between hope and disappointment, as my heart broke at the sound of your empty presence. Ricocheting previous trust  issues, crashing the building of acceptance I built for only you. My walls bare with guards became surrounded, my emotional SWAT team…

Ghosts

Hello old friends, new followers and fellow bloggers- I was listening to Andy Mineo’s song “Ghost” and I got to thinking….how many of us entertain ghosts? Ghostly people, ghostly heartbreaks, ghostly regrets, ghosts that haunt us when we are feeling low in our spirits about what we are experiencing with life. It’s as almost as…

Recurring Thoughts

When I started a new journey, I thought of you. When I was broken and when I was lonely, I thought of you. When congrats was in order, I thought of you. When my ears only heard bad news, I thought of you. When my life flashed before my eyes, I thought of you. As…

Xtreme Protection

I believe that God goes through the extreme to protect us from ourselves. He makes it his biggest concern, to keep us from falling off the shelves- we call life. He kept me from compromising my position as wife within you heart. It was so hard, to stay focused on what was to come So…

not enough words…

Hello old friends, new followers and fellow bloggers-  There are not enough words to describe the last 24 hours experienced. Today has been an absolutely amazing day  and I’m left in this awkward, awe-inspiring, speechless phase where I’m so amazed at God to the point -I can’t even speak.  I’m at the point where I…

Sitting In A Chair 

I’m here, sitting in a chair… thinking about you. I’m reclined as my mind settle into this routine of bringing you into the rear view mirror of my heart….  I haven’t written in a while afraid that if my words touch you… you too would break, and I’m here picking up the broken pieces  of…

Abandoned House 

I walked into an abandoned house, it was dark and grey. Dust settled as the door swung open, blowing on the floor the mysteries of your dossier. The curtains were heavy and drawn closed, my nose was welcomed by a horrendous stench. It was the smell of dying flesh mixed with dying dreams. Was I…

I’m Listening

There is someone listening to the depths of your heart, waiting to fill it with love….