The Choice

I made a choice to wait for you. I made a conscious decision to wait- and even though the insides of my heart aches I still made a choice. Do I have regrets? I say no as I’m visibly upset that you are not here . Have I made myself absolutely clear? Your presence or lack…

Secret Room

There’s a secret place, a hidden room within the confines of my heart-that few can get to. It’s in this room where all of my dreams and inner desires are held. Held captive… It’s here where the truest form of myself resides… A place that is hard to find, a room that is hard to unlock-…

Ocean Blues

If I closed my eyes, I could smell the salt water….

The Application

I did it! I finally submitted this piece of paper that dictates my future. All 1500 words reflecting my passion and zeal of what’s to come All I really want is for some-one to come say “There you have it folks, she’s in!” Seriously, I curiously await a decision from those that do not know…

Valentine’s Day

Today marks a  day for love love without partiality and hypocrisy…. I’ve tasted of this love & I with all of my might – extend this love to you. One thing is surely true, nothing can separate us- our hearts sewn together as one. A great prize, we won each other. It’s a day when…

An Orange Tombstone

Peering into the portals of the past… 9/15/12- “Don’t  forget…” An orange glossed ticket stands between hope and disappointment, as my heart broke at the sound of your empty presence. Ricocheting previous trust  issues, crashing the building of acceptance I built for only you. My walls bare with guards became surrounded, my emotional SWAT team…

Recurring Thoughts

When I started a new journey, I thought of you. When I was broken and when I was lonely, I thought of you. When congrats was in order, I thought of you. When my ears only heard bad news, I thought of you. When my life flashed before my eyes, I thought of you. As…

Xtreme Protection

I believe that God goes through the extreme to protect us from ourselves. He makes it his biggest concern, to keep us from falling off the shelves- we call life. He kept me from compromising my position as wife within you heart. It was so hard, to stay focused on what was to come So…

Collision

Tonight Heaven and Earth collides….