Was It Worth It?

Hello old friends, new followers, and fellow bloggers-  Good evening.  Tonight’s post was hard to write, for it forced me to face another level of vulnerability within myself.  Transparency makes me slightly uncomfortable but I’ve resolved that to live the life the Father has created for me, I must be transparent.  I don’t know if…

Daydreaming

Sweet gardenia’s fill the air and/ people around would stop and stare, care, desire to bare- /the concerns that pass between you and I. 

It’s Just Easier

Hello old friends, new followers and fellow bloggers-  It’s been awhile, I’ve been hiding out for a little while.  I was thinking about writing about what I was feeling but I realized it’s easier to stay on the shore, within a shallow zone and to not extend more information than what would be necessary.  I…

The Choice

I made a choice to wait for you. I made a conscious decision to wait- and even though the insides of my heart aches I still made a choice. Do I have regrets? I say no as I’m visibly upset that you are not here . Have I made myself absolutely clear? Your presence or lack…

Mourning

I’m mourning and I don’t know how to bounce back just yet…

Bullet Infections

The bullet hit me and I said “this won’t knock me out.” I kept running but then looked down- I was infected by your words.

Conversations With God

I spoke to God today I spoke to Him about you I cried my eyes out I questioned what my heart was going through I thought I was crazy for how intense my love was I doubted my true ability to love without a cause I spoke in short breaths blubbering like a fool My heart…