Nerves & Excitement

Hello old friends, new followers and fellow bloggers –  This is finally happening. I am leaving home to pursue a career in law.  I move from my parent’s house to my own place in a few days and I am filled with nerves, excitement, and a whole bunch of feelings that I cannot even begin…

Secret Room

There’s a secret place, a hidden room within the confines of my heart-that few can get to. It’s in this room where all of my dreams and inner desires are held. Held captive… It’s here where the truest form of myself resides… A place that is hard to find, a room that is hard to unlock-…

An Orange Tombstone

Peering into the portals of the past… 9/15/12- “Don’t  forget…” An orange glossed ticket stands between hope and disappointment, as my heart broke at the sound of your empty presence. Ricocheting previous trust  issues, crashing the building of acceptance I built for only you. My walls bare with guards became surrounded, my emotional SWAT team…

Recurring Thoughts

When I started a new journey, I thought of you. When I was broken and when I was lonely, I thought of you. When congrats was in order, I thought of you. When my ears only heard bad news, I thought of you. When my life flashed before my eyes, I thought of you. As…

Xtreme Protection

I believe that God goes through the extreme to protect us from ourselves. He makes it his biggest concern, to keep us from falling off the shelves- we call life. He kept me from compromising my position as wife within you heart. It was so hard, to stay focused on what was to come So…

Abandoned House 

I walked into an abandoned house, it was dark and grey. Dust settled as the door swung open, blowing on the floor the mysteries of your dossier. The curtains were heavy and drawn closed, my nose was welcomed by a horrendous stench. It was the smell of dying flesh mixed with dying dreams. Was I…

I’m Listening

There is someone listening to the depths of your heart, waiting to fill it with love….

Bullet Infections

The bullet hit me and I said “this won’t knock me out.” I kept running but then looked down- I was infected by your words.

I’m No Longer Waiting…

Too often we live our lives based on the opinions, considerations, expectations and actions of others. WE are not called to live based on the lives of others, but we are called to have an adventure with our own lives and to live to the fullness of our God-given destiny. We have to come alive, whether those around us choose to do so or not.