I spoke to God today

I spoke to Him about you

I cried my eyes out

I questioned what my heart was going through

I thought I was crazy

for how intense my love was

I doubted my true ability

to love without a cause

I spoke in short breaths

blubbering like a fool

My heart felt once again your distance

I lost my cool

So I bet God is watching

shaking his head

eyes filled with compassion

at these precious words I said

Love and pain coincide

tested through sacrifice

I wish for just a moment

that I would heed my own advise

I wanted to let you know

that this distance is hurting me

But distance is supposed to make the heart grow fonder

Whatever will be, will be.

©Simone Holloway, 2015

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